To Do List

1. how to convince my mother she is not de-malas with her children. Maybe sometimes all the drama drive her nuts. kasi naman, mahirap nga talaga imagine-in na sa pagkabait-bait nya, ang kanya mga daughters ay mga hitad in all the different ways. hihihi.
2. how to convince the sisters to let go and set aside their anger and righteousness, and make them realize that one sister deserves love, and esp. right now, no matter how she seems to reject it.

actually, i am surprised myself how i am able to summon and send good vibes her way despite that she was never really good to me. Maybe it's because 1) i really forget to hold grudges, 2) i do not expect much from her, i do not expect her to settle things with me, to attend to my emote
about her 3) i get my comfort everywhere else :-) :-) :-) and 4) it's summer and i am just fine. :-)

3. buy wedge shoes.