a blogpost of many sorts

on msn, my friend dondie chats me up again after my 3-week absence

me: i love summer!!!

him in L.A.: hahaha. ara ka naman.

i wonder what he means. i guess it's true what i said when rose said gigi is a verb; i claimed that i'm an exclamation. rose, by another name, is beauty. :-)

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had another angel reading today, it's fun! it's so nice to be happy! god, i can't help these exclamations, i just love summer! i feel like i've been given a new lease on life. grabe!

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currently listening to herbie hancock and santana's Safiato. thanks to rosey cheeks (and her ever dynamic playlist), I'm tap dancing while blogging. :-D

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paulin locked himself out of his bedroom. i volunteered to pick the lock with my hairpins and ID card but he insisted it won't work. hmp. the pessimist. i was so 'up there' in my moral high ground i kept asking how could he have left his keys inside. little does he know that i've asked an officemate to climb up the wall to open the gate at 2:00 in the morning, or that i've woken up a tired gracie to keep the door open all night and if those two options are unavailable, i spend the night @ V's. :-D Anyway, after my delightful lunch with vivi @ my erstwhile residence (baang coffee :-p), i summoned enough compassion and went to philcoa to pick up a locksmith. good thing i called again, coz apparently, just like in the movies, you can open locked doors with cards! yey! (i wish i was the one who did it though).

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so. i forgot to introduce him earlier. paulin is my apartment-mate since gracie abandoned manila in late february and he'll be staying till march 22nd i think. he's a 24-year old cambodian interning @ this NGO we are 'networked' with. i thought i was going to be really kind to him. on his 3rd night, i asked my co-worker friend to cook dinner for us. :-D and then without any kind of warning, i just turned cold. i don't know.

he's okay. he's kind. and he can wash the dishes better than me but i realized i don't want a male energy at home. at least, not right now. I remember someone was surprised that i'm okay with a male flatmate. i said, why not? i am friends with his co-workers (they can take responsibility for him), he'll only be staying a month, and anyway, ill be in pakistan for a week. (Not anymore, because i supposedly have an nbi record which im not going to confirm hehe). so now i avoid him whenever i can, giving up my tuesday nights with Smallville if he's in the living room too. Ay sad. But it's getting to be more summery than ever, i might just start being nicer to him again. :-)

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guess what! i bought a blusher! i finally bought that bodyshop thingie that melissa has been suggesting for years. it's my first time to buy. ever.

gigi noticed. said i looked like i climbed a million flight of stairs and thus, the blush. huh? ibig sabihin, i look pawis-ed??? hehehe no daw :-D anyway, i thought everybody knew that im not big on makeup. i don't buy it, i don't wear it save for occassional free makeovers at the mall :-D once, i told amrit i won't have time to remove it before going to bed so i don't bother. But gigi (and maybe some others) thought because i am kikay (daw), that buying makeup's not new to me :-D i am kikay and i am not. i am this and that, and i am not. without elaboration, i am a contradiction. ;-)

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im in love! i love ang lee. like crazy. i swear.

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so ill kwento a bit about my pag-ibig ha. dahil nakapag linawan na kami, mas magaan na ngayon ang aspetong ito. kadalasan, masaya talaga. :-) siemps, somehow may effort sakin na wag na mag imagine mashado how wonderful the world would be kung kami. hayaan na lang sa universe. cute pa rin kami, nagpapahabaan ng email sa isa't isa. ang saya. sabi nga ni V, sha kasi yung lalakeng nasasakyan yung mga ka-char-charan ko sa email :-D i love that maganda sha sumulat. :-) Hindi ako nagmamadali na ipasantabi sha. mangyayari lang yun kung mangyayari na. kahit pagiging magkaibigan ang aming working goal, inaamin ko sa sarili ko at sa mga kaibigan ko na gusto ko pa rin sha. at okay lang yun. sa layo ba naman nya, di naman siguro ako ganun ka-threatening ano?

tanong ako ni rose (in ilonggo) so kinikilig ka pa rin ba pag nakakatanggap ka ng email?

sabi ko, hmmm. hindi. pleased ako. parang love.

[laughter]

sabi nila ay mas malala pala. hahaha.

cutie :-D truly. :-)

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i've been celibate for a million years. i wonder what IT's like. just wondering. :-D

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"overnight-ed" @ rose's makati city and while i had chillin' fun (of the complicated, childlike kind hihihihi) with these highschool darlings [i don't really know why i love them but i do], the experience made me nostalgic of QC. hehehe. apparently, save for those @ the posh malls of greenbelt and glorietta, there are no open cafes in makati on sundays. what a horror! i wanted "chain-free", cheap, chic and cosy. we got starbucks. oh well. at least we got the couch :-D

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i am dying to buy soap from Lush. tomorrow my boss leaves for mexico. and i'm going malling! and going home to get lost in another world of vampires -- The Historian, here I come ;-)

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With the angels' support ;-) Bangkok, Boracay and Bacolod await me, late March and early April. Bongga! ;-)