Dear Full Moon in Capricorn

Im tired of being tired and having no time for the things i really want to do.

i spend too much time at work without being really productive. yes, too much time, and yet, when i come in late for 30 minutes, i am expected to apologize. no f*ckin' way.

i've been working overtime since last week and yet, i feel so unfulfilled :-( i miss my time alone and i miss spending time with friends.

im tired of making empty promises to friends and family (i tend to do that because explaining my sked is too time-consuming,huhuhu). i want to stop disappointing my ever-patient, doting sister.

and i want to be able to call them at the time i said i will. it took me quite awhile to learn that sometimes, not replying immediately can do wonders for the soul. now, i want to be texting or calling when i want to- not some days later, not when taking a break.

this 'bornot' look on my face has been plastered there for quite too long. i hate it. and i keep forgetting other tasks because there's just so many things i have to think about :-(

i wish i have time tonight to gaze at your beauty.


Peace and justice,

Me


Inom ta!